[No. It's what he ought to say, isn't it? He should turn her away immediately, because company is something he can't have right now, shouldn't have and not because he's upset and breaking things but because he's not meant to have it. He doesn't want to see her, he doesn't want to see anyone or anything for that matter.
Easier to be angry, but wouldn't it be easier if he was just dead?
The way he's meant to be, but he's not and it's beautiful and wonderful and terrible all at once. He's spent so long in denial of these aching fears that maybe it's a dream or maybe it's not real but either way, they'll all leave eventually -- and now he isn't sure what to feel. What to think or what to do.
Boring the heels of his hands into his eyes, he exhales shakily and nods his head.]
Yeah.
[ooc; for timeline's sake, we'll say this is after the other action threads and Fred's locked himself in their room. Also: this is my first phone tag since breaking my phone and I still can't see the keyboard so I apologise for mistakes. :c]
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Date: 2011-11-05 09:13 pm (UTC)Easier to be angry, but wouldn't it be easier if he was just dead?
The way he's meant to be, but he's not and it's beautiful and wonderful and terrible all at once. He's spent so long in denial of these aching fears that maybe it's a dream or maybe it's not real but either way, they'll all leave eventually -- and now he isn't sure what to feel. What to think or what to do.
Boring the heels of his hands into his eyes, he exhales shakily and nods his head.]
Yeah.
[ooc; for timeline's sake, we'll say this is after the other action threads and Fred's locked himself in their room. Also: this is my first phone tag since breaking my phone and I still can't see the keyboard so I apologise for mistakes. :c]